it's all so wrong.
and i'm uncapable
of - - - everything.
and they're always
screaming
complaining
and i am always wrong.
and i don't think
i would feel bad
about leaving
if i decided to.
and they say that
this game of disappearing
that i play .allthetime.
that i'm not allowed to.
and that eventually
it'll kill me.
why can't they just see
i'm not dying, just - - vanishing .. ?